I’m having one of those days where I want to get up and head straight to the gym. I fancy doing a workout but I know that it won’t benefit me in anyway possible. I’m still repairing, sore and feeling sleepy. It hasn’t helped looking on Instagram and coming across such fit, confident and beautiful people.
I went shopping a few days ago and felt sore after that! This is taking time but I’m not going to stop trying. I might try swimming so I’ll need to get a swimming suit at the ready.
The surgery has really knocked my confidence because of the scars and not being able to keep up. I’ve really wanted to help around the house which I’ve been trying to do, but I end up exhausted and in pain again. It takes time, this is all worth it I keep telling myself. I’ve had such a big operation so I sure need to focus on rest and recovery. At least my liver is working well. My mum said yesterday, ‘the engine works, it’s now the body work to focus on’.
I’ve had another abscess in the center of my tummy. It’s had to be drained again hence the larger mark. Im hoping it will start to fade along with the rest. Despite that, it all looks so neat. 😊
Any advice please for keeping active or to improve my confidence please. I know it will all improve once I’m feeling 100%.
Im getting help from friends and family to keep positive. There are others so much worse off. Katie Piper is an inspiration to me. I think I might have to read one of her books.
Oh and btw, It’s coming home! 😂